There seems like there are days where I can not draw. I`m trying my best to make the picture I want. No matter what I do, it won`t work. My hand is failing me. I`m drawing as I have never seen a pencil before, like the years I have been practising don`t exist. Head is too big, arms too long, body out of proportion. Every attempt feels like a failure today. My grip is usually very loose when drawing, but now I can`t relax. I know what`s in there, but it won`t come out.
Even writing and editing is failing me today, don`t ask how many times I tried to write this… 😃
It is a beautiful day today, so I`m going outside instead and enjoy the sun. Tomorrow is a new day waiting for me with new possibilities. My figures are not going anywhere.
OK, let us take a deep breath. I am not going to be angry or sad again. I am not falling for that twice. This is a person who probably feeds off other peoples troubles – witch he creates. Unfortunately for him, he doesn’t see that he creates troubles in his own life at the same time.
How can I turn this around, making it better? What can I do, what am I good at?
A:Heffanutt, what if…… tsk, tsk….. H: Yes, I can do that.
I wish I could send you so much mess, you would regret the rest of your life. I bet I`m not the only one you have hacked, and many more than me would wish the same… What if we all, suddenly knocked on your door.